Product.

I'm the product.
of disfunctionality.
I'm the result of randomness.
and many emotions at once.
I can't really talk out loud.
And when I do,
victim is the name I hear.
I've been dreaming too much.
dreaming of darkness
and dead.
Dead so close,
and yet so far.
I heard the voices.
Inside my head.
I heard them say
Kill yourself.
now.
I looked everywhere.
people look so weird.
I can't understand any word they say.
And I start to see blurry.
I can't really go to you.
'cause you'll come with heavy words,
I can't hide,
It will be wrong... for you.
Let's make a goodbye.
Let's pretend we had one.
I should follow others advice.
Leave for once.
and begin again.
I'm too afraid.
of people.
I'm too afraid of the voices.
Yesterday was the fouth attack.