{Talking to Myself - second part}

What's wrong today?
you know me... the same as always.
You also know my answer.
I know... but I don't know.
Can I help you?
yes... hold me... please.... hold me tight... 'cause I'm almost leaving.
I will never leave you.
hold me.... just hold me.
I'm crying already, I'm not sure what happens... but I feel you.
is there any cure?
just... breath... I'm here remember.
I wish, this would just go away, I wish... wishes, the word itself it's so strange... wishes are for rich people, not for us, not for the ones that just think about a better world for others.... not just ourselves.
Nobody could understand you better
let me kiss your hands.
they are tired... of creating...
what do you mean?
one day you think... I love this, and I would love doing this the rest of my life... but.... is it worth it?
Yes it is...
no it's not... otherwise I wouldn't feel like this.
you feel like that because you don't belong here...
I know... but I cannot go.
I'm so cold...
you're shaking...
Is it time?
I don't think so... we both want it.... but the day it's so far away.
I like to close my eyes... and touch your hands.
It's like I was feeling the touch and the touching... I know, it sounds weird.
don't worry, I get you.
What's wrong... why are you like this.... did I say something wrong?
no, it's just that... sometimes I want to shout.... to just... run... as fast as I can...
I'm holding you
and... just... cry... and let all of these feelings go... but they don't... they keep coming back
just close your eyes, cry if you like, you know you can't scream, they already think we're weird.
but we are.
I know... but giving them reasons to keep believing that... it's just not ok.
is that why people go away?
probably, but I'm here... everyone can go.... and I will remain here, next to you.
We're so weird.
they point at us.... I'm sure about that... and they say good things... but they don't go deeper.
I think we stop them.
no... it's just that... you have been through many things... so now you hide.
you're right... people..... it's just people.
do you feel ok?
no. but keep holding me.
I am here...
just try to sleep.
Ok, I'll try... don't go.
I've always been here.